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Thursday, July 23, 2009

*crumples emo guy into a ball and kicks him out the window*

Today was inconceivably awesome~!And a little scary at the same time.

Wednesday,
I woke up late this morning,about six-ten I reckon.And as usual,I can't be bothered by the voices constantly yelling in my head stipulating me to hurry up.And it became my second streak of arriving late to school.Being immune to the commands of the prefects hovering around the school gate,I wafted to the toilet and washed up before retreating to the congregation of the late-comers unnoticed.*grins*.Later,just when I was approaching my class,paper planes flew by me.The usually boisterous friends of mine were even more energetic.And it was like seven-fifty in the morning!Gosh,they must've gone haywire during the assembly.More planes hovered the class as i entered.It was a mess,sheets of papers were laying on the cement floor covered in footsteps of my friends.And there were shouts and screams echoing through the first ten minutes before my language teacher stormed in and warned us.But to no avail.Poor teacher~.Anyways,only two were absent,both were having fever.

The prayer for the loom of the eclipse were fine- till sermon inaugurated.Bunches of students were dozing off during the oration.In the end,we couldn't see the eclipse because of the gray sky towering over the school and showering droplets of cold water over us.Overall,it was insanely awesome~!


Thursday,
Woke up at six,again.Arrived late,again.Assembly was unusually entertaining,chuckling at the images of my friends being slideshow-ed for all to see.After that,more paper planes soared around the class.Only this time,fourteen of us were present.The remaining seventeen were sick with fever,it was a crisis and our class were on the verge of bacterial contamination.Then,there were thirteen.Zacques was ill too,and vomitted i think.He returned home before recess.The rest of the day flew by like the sea breeze blowing on our faces.I wonder how many will survive tomorrow's ordeal.*laughs*

I guess that's all.Nights~!

waters; 8:27 PM


Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Speechless.

That's the only word i can think of right now.The reasons?I won't type.I'm in a terribly bad mood today.This is why I don't really like having close relationships with students in my school.Don't take it to heart if you're confused.

News:Our band will be having a performance on National Day*cheers*.Our first ever performance besides last year's terrible outcome.Also,we'll be performing with two to three other bands in our school.A so called 'band-merge'.

That's all for now.

Guess being me was never a good thing.Now with a huge backstabbed sign on my back.

waters; 10:10 PM


Friday, July 17, 2009

The light and cold mist of early dawn chilled me to life.

Friday,
I've always wondered if it was okay for me to be myself.So today,i took that chance.Most people didn't noticed the change in my usual attitude/mood.And my body seems to be almost healed.Lessons began as usual,with my class teacher having this kind of teaching evaluation test.I had my close friend's homemade hotdog rolls for recess,it was exceptionally good.After lessons ended, I went for prayers at Sultan's and played around with the synthetic rock wall in our school soon after.Then,i had lunch with my mates and went for rehearsal.I made this new song called Breathe,and I'll be having band rehearsal tomorrow.So,if anyone wants to join me,please text or offline message me by three tomorrow morning.And we still have a slot for a drummer before Ellouise trains me to multi-play instruments for the album.

Well,i guess that's all.I'm going to NSSCC tomorrow by the way.
See ya~!



I wish I could hold you in my arms,
And comfort your agonizing cries,
Staying up all night just to watch over you,
Whispering I love you when those eyes gazed into mine..

But you're the angel I could never reach,
No matter how hard I tried to fly,
So till the day these wings touched your heart,
Wait for me,love..

waters; 6:33 PM


Thursday, July 16, 2009

Today,
Dawn wakes up with nothing but downpour,and i sprinted with my injured and fractured leg all the way to school.Thank goodness the lights in my class were switched off.I had to remove my then drenched uniform,leaving my body with just a t-shirt.It was uber embarassing~,because my body was all bruised and broken by yesterday's training.And yet i accepted a classmate's dare to be kicked at the ribs.He missed,it was way~ off target.His ankle crushed my kidney in an indescribeable way.Yeah~,you could guess what happens next.Well,i coughed out blood a little - because i was still sick from last month and hadn't recovered yet - but i quickly wiped it off before they saw.It was the most excruciating five seconds of my life.And thanks to something i trained for in the past,it faded as quickly as it burned.But left a painless blue-black mark on my kidney,well,not exactly painless.

Recess was usual.But the announcement after during the periods after recess was a total letdown.Assemblies and prayers for the secondaries and pre-u(s) will resume as usual starting from tomorrow.*Jeers*,after school,i planned to go for RC workout.But my body is still fatigued.So yeah,maybe i'll be joining trainer and the rest for gym tomorrow after school.

I guess that's all.Nights!^^

waters; 12:28 PM


Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Today was definitely one of the most tiresome days in my life.With a light sprinkle of fun and suspense.

School was beyond boring,with Malay being the worst core subject ever.No offense.We had this so called assembly this morning due to the guests from Astro Malaysia visiting and recording every single thing we did.None of the students from my class were hyped by the media.*yawns*,forgive my rudeness.

After school,
I was pranked on by Merox,thanks girl.Now i'm a little freaked out with her.By the way,if you're reading this post right now,please try to refrain using that kind of language on me.And no more pranks please.*grins*.Later,i went for RC training with trainer and the others at Kent Ridge.It was freaking tiring,we had to go through almost twenty kinds of muscle stamina training.And do two to three sets of eachAnd to top it all off,we had to overcome the obstacles under seven minutes.

Later,
After training had ended,coach sent us on a detour to our homes.I reached mine at eight thirty.And my palms were glowing crimson red.Thank god i didn't get any blisters today.*laughs*,but unfortunately,Reverend had rope burns all over his right palm.If it was his left,we can all say good bye to our lead guitarist.*laughs*,just kidding.As if i'd abandon my own bandmate.

Well,i think that's all.Goodnight guys~!

waters; 1:48 PM


Tuesday, July 14, 2009

There's not much to say today.

I've received an excellent grade for English today,it's unusual though.Teacher said it was as if my feelings are written down within those sentences.Don't ask what those sentences were,it's better if people don't know.

After School,
Chemistry classes for boys began at two forty-five,but i ditched it and took the classes for girls at three thirty because I'd already made plans with my best friend.But in the end,I missed both classes.Reason?late.So, i approached our Chemistry teacher and asked her about the topics she'd taught the classes.She explained some things and gave me a worksheet to do at home,but i finished it as soon as she arrived at the teachers' office.Got a warning then.Later,i was requested to clean up the Assembly Hall for the coming of tomorrow's guest before returning home.Hadn't had much to do then,slept for a long while.

I'll end this post with a poem..

Breathe,
As i touched your hands with mine
Under the cold autumn rain,
With a smile carved on my face

And I'll embrace you in my arms,
whispering in your ears
I won't let you suffer alone,
So please trust me on this..

waters; 2:59 PM


Monday, July 13, 2009

Walking along the streets i didn't recongize
With a guitar on my back and a broken body i didnt realise
That all these are just the walks of my life
It doesn't really matter if i'm lost as long as i wish survive

Now,that my heart is frozen in time
And my body lay broken and cold under the midnight sky
I stared up at the sky and sighed as tears roll down my eyes
Wondering if i'll ever be able to let people into my life..

Another part of my poems.Feel free to critique or compliment.

So today wasn't exactly the happiest day of my life,but hey,it was fun.

I went off at 1,and arrived at the carnival at about 4.The reason i was late was because i got lost alot along the way.But all thanks to Azure and her friends,i somehow managed to reach the carnival before i gave up hope.*laughs*.Right at the gate,my heart beat spiked at an incredulous rate,and before i knew it,i was hyperventilating.Deja vu much,huh?So i speed dialled a friend's number and met with him and the others.Then,i met with Azure - and was caught off guard.I hyperventilated again - and her friends.She was quite mad at me for not saying 'hi' to her.My bad Azure~.Later,i met up with a bestfriend and she waved at me.I hyperventilated again,*groans*.So,me and the others tour-ed around the school,before they ditched me!Geez,i forgive them though.After sweeping almost all the foods at the first stall i saw,i had some lunch with my friends - which is of course,my treat -before meeting up with my bestfriend at the stop.We went somewhere then,i'd rather not tell you people but its nothing important you should know about.Later,i sent her home.I reached mine at 7.


Thats the end i guess..i've to come up with better posts next time.^^

waters; 1:50 PM


Saturday, July 11, 2009

Drifting under the unending waves of pain,
I'd never ask for my life to be prolonged,
But as long as this heart still beats for everyone,
I'd risk it so i could see their smiles again..


I know there are some things that could never be undone,
No matter how much i wish time would unwind,
But now,holding onto the promises i've made,
I'll hold my breath and let it wade on my shoulders..

This is my 30th post,so i'll probably type something boring.

I'm at my cousin's right now,and home alone.They've all went out early this morning.So what should i post about today?*scratches head*

Yesterday was my fourth day of training,but it was a little special.I was having loads of free time that i decided to join in the Mass Video Project with my classmates.It was kind of crappy because i was the cameraman,and their acting was over-exaggerated.After that,i went for RC training.Well,not much of a training actually.I tried completing the new routes that my trainer had been making,well,it was quite challenging..but awesome.The others tried too,but only one managed to finish it.I thought i dislocated my ankle joint when i fell off the two meter plus wall.It hurt,so i stamp my foot on the crash mat,and guess what?It didn't hurt anymore.*laughs*,later that night,i went to my cousin's.I was planning on running at Choa Chu Kang Stadium,but since i had to watch over this house,i think i may have to cancel my plan.So,my plan for tomorrow would probably be going for a solo rehearsal,then to my friends' school carnival.As long as my body can keep up with me,i think i'll manage it somehow.*grins*.

Well,i think that's all..

waters; 4:33 AM


Thursday, July 9, 2009

Tuesday, 7th July.
Time in school went by a little fast today,besides the other periods,Physics was strangely awesome today.Our teacher made us - the guys- do a little experiment using a metal and a glass rod,while the girls were asked to boil water in a beaker and a test tube.We were supposed to hold the far end of the rods using a rug,or is it a rag?But what ever it is,guess what my lab partner used?A neighbouring partner's handkerchief!I was like,"hehe,let's finish this before he finds out."Then some ignorant friends of mine held the burning metal road with his bare hands,then when it flared red,he was screaming like a girl.No offense to the female readers.Later,we switched experiments with the girls.And Ziq's test tube dropped and shatters in tiny bits when my friend disturbed him,well,at least the bottom part of it broke.And our teacher was insanely furious.Not because my friend broke the tube,but because he could've hurt his friends when he decided to bother other people's assignments.And that was pretty much it,he - my friend - was asked to pay for the damages he'd done.That evening,i went for training.

Finally~,i went for training at 6:13 and arrived home an hour and a half later.It was awesome!The ending part at least.I'll start from the beginning.On my to the BP park,i met a band of monkeys,or is it a family?*scratches head*,well whatever.So,with some light warm up,i jogged from my house,all the way to the park.It was about a kilometre away from home.Then i met with the monkeys - well,they weren't scared of me at all-.Then i ran continuously for the next half an hour just to test my stamina.And i sucked pretty bad actually,hadn't been running for three weeks and i'm already like a turtle.Then,i had some sprints along the way and shaved off a split second off my record.By the end of forty-five minutes,i was dead beat.So i went to this sort of exercising thing and started jumping like an idiot,desperate to grab it but to no avail.*sighs*.Soon,i gave up and started jogging again,but real slow.A few hundred metres later,i was close to the end of the cycling-jogging path.Now,right infront of me was a narrow road.So,I tightened my shoes and sprinted about 170 metres before my knees failed me.And guess what?My record for that sprint was 24.31 seconds.I was like What the heck?!Why am i THAT slow?!.*Laughs*.Then i made a few rounds before running again from end to end.It was THAT part that was the best.I couldn't feel my legs,and i couldn't hear my uneven breathing.That was the run that i've been waiting for all these while.I didn't stop for the next 4 kilometres or so,until the side effects kicked in.Aww~,so sad.Well,all those pills and medicines i've been taking must have taken a toll on me, right?*laughs*,guess i've not fully recovered,huh?By the last fifteen minutes,i slow-jogged halfway home.


Wednesday,8th July.
This morning was undeniably excruciating.My legs were screaming in pain,and there were blisters on my feet.But it was no use,i couldn't not go to school.I almost arrived late,and didn't had any breakfast.So,i had tea and some weird food.I don't know what its called.The rest of the time in school was unexciting,but something caught me off guard when i was on my way downstairs,Suzy called for me and said that _ _ _ _ sent me her regards,and i thought i fell on my butt - which i didn't - and she went all,"hehe,looks like someone's got a crush on you!" and my face went all red and my ears were burning as if i'd just got out of an oven,and it didn't fade till i got home.Then,Mother was almost accusing me of smoking when i told her that i'd be sleeping over at a friend's house this Saturday,and she went all,"You're sleeping at your smoker friend's house?Maybe you're smoking too."So,you could guess what happens next.And no,there was no fight.She is just worried i guess,but i look after myself enough not to be caught in that circle.

hmm,i guess that's all..im quite beyond exhausted,and a little fatigued.*laughs*.^^

waters; 9:52 AM


Tuesday, July 7, 2009

It's been awhile since i've updated this blog,so i'll give a complete report on the days i've missed..

Friday,3rd July.
Went for jamming as planned,but it turned out to be a complete disaster..fine~,almost a total disaster.My band's new drummer will be needing some practicing,because he doesn't have much experience playing the instrument(s).And we didn't even get to rehearse our first song due to uncertain reasons.Later that night,i went to Causeway Point to watch Transformers:Revenge of The Fallen with my family.It ended approximately around 1:50 AM in the morning.And i'd already planned to overnight at my cousin's,but they're already snoozing by the time i arrived.Overall,a bad Friday.

Saturday,4th July.
This morning,i cancelled my plan to rock climb with my friends since i was still fatigued from last night.But a new plan was already made by the time i woke up.A friend invited me to join her for an outing.I was the second to arrive!!*jumps in excitement*,and she came last.At first,the guys were outnumbered,3-2.But then,Zacques and the others arrive,making it even.We had lunch,then went for bowling at Kovan and played at the Arcade later.After another set of lunch,we parted ways.And the guys were outnumbered again.*laughs*,but it was fun though,MEYO and i accompanied the ladies to window shopping..or shopping,whichever suits better.After that,we went to the library and chatted about ghost stuffs,and ended up with another unrelated topic.Then,we travelled from hougang all~the way to marsiling.I ended up reaching my cousin at 8:45 PM.It was immensely strenuous.I slept through the night like a baby..or a log.*laughs*

Sunday,5th July.
Nothing much happened,plans were cancelled yet again and rendered useless.So i decided to waste these vast amount of time on the computer.Slept at three in the morning.

Monday,6th July.
Won't be typed down on this post.Anyways Happy Youth Day!

End of line:My heart isn't yours to be toyed with.

waters; 1:09 PM


Friday, July 3, 2009

One of the things that i can't seem to repudiate about my nature is venting anger on someone else,and apparently thats shameful,and quite impolite..

But i'm working on it though,wish me luck yea?

2nd July,
I woke up late this morning,around six.Reached school even later.The whole period before recess went by quite fast,Chemistry was the best out of the rest.*laughs*,fast forward >>>>,last period was Physics.Booo!I slept throughout the period,well,not really.Teacher gave us some work to do.

Let's see the schedule for the rest of the week.

Friday,Zacques is thinking about jamming after our Friday prayers.Its not confirmed yet though,since ameegos has YESCOM and he himself is preparing for the debate thing this week.

Saturday,RC.Finally!I missed out last week's training,so i'll have to make up for it.We'll be at the dairy farm all day long.i think.*laughs*,later that evening,i'll be running around Woodlands Stadium.I'm getting fat!*grins*.

Sunday,i'll be heading towards Tampines Stadium in early dawn.Do some leg stamina and muscle training before knocking myself out at the gym with school friends.*groans*,and maybe they'll drown me in the pool too!*laughs*.

I think thats all.See ya!

waters; 11:11 AM


Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Getting tired for three days straight isn't exactly that great.

Let's converse about yesterday shall we?
Monday,29th of June.
I was awakened by the ruckus caused by my phone's alarm,made my way to school just when the blue dawn sky was about to fade.As soon as i arrived,quite a number of students were seen queuing up outside the school gate.At first,it looked like the gates were locked,but as i get nearer.It seems like prefects were taking temperatures of the arriving students.Most of them passed the 'clearance'.Class was boring,except getting to meet my friends again of course!Hugs were passed around,as in guy hugs.*laughs*.Nothing much happened.I was already sick,so theres nothing much i can do about it.

Tuesday,30th of June.
Almost everything gyrated exactly the same today.Classes had already begun.The morning was quite dull actually,most of the guys in my class were already half asleep by third period.Recess ended quite late,with some of my friends playing around by the corridor.It IS the corridor,isn't it?Did some revision at home that night.The end?

Thats all.Gosh!i've got to come up with better posts!*laughs*

waters; 1:25 PM

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