As the clouds shadowed over the second home of mine,i woke up realising that there was a need to change.Something that i've thought about for quite awhile now.I've been way too reckless and naive all this while,making mistakes too obvious in my own eyes.And yet when i realised that,i repeated them over and over again.Though repenting seems to be the only thing i could do.There wasn't much that i could change.I've been far too annoying and cantankerous,so,i've made up my mind.Its a decision that i hope i'd never regret.

Its time for a Change.

This time,my heart changes.I'd lost this feeling i had for her.Leaving no traces of what i used to have.And i won't grief, there's nothing for me to dread about - leaving her will be much easier now.And it will be much easier for her too,knowing that i've been delusional about her feelings.I was simply having a crush on her wasn't i?Though my heart denies.

The truth was there all along,laid in front of me.But it is now that i choose to believe.So,no regrets.
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There isn't really anything much to type about this week.I've only been anticipating the reopening of our school.I've slacked way too long for my own good.It's time to wreck this brain.

O-levels are closing in on us now,about a year left to prepare.I'll have to brace myself for the future that lies ahead.Though it sounds coarse of me,it is a fact.As of now,it's a one and a half year race to the top against my juniors.So fight!It's the only thing left for us to do.For me to do at least.A year and a half left in this school seems poignant to me.The place where i'd originally hated,now becomes precious.But,it's time for me to move on.There's so many things that i can still do while i'm here.And so many places that i want to go to with the precious people in school.So many memories to be made,so little time.*laughs softly*.

Well,it seems that that will be all i'll post about this month.I'll be looking forward to seeing your faces again.Goodnight!