I'm finally letting her go,i don't want to hurt her anymore.Though my heart was broken,i still have feelings for her..It's painful..when she has had contact with many guys and i did not get mad at her,but when she assumes that i'm having contact with other girls,she spurted horrible things at me..

I gave her chances,countless times,and i've asked her indirectly what she feels about me,and when she said that she only takes me as a friend,i fell to my knees.And those words she said that all this while she told me she loves me were all lies,she completely broke my heart.I cried.

I picked up what was left of the pieces and forced my hopes up,just to see it fall down again.Though she thinks of me as her friend,she won't want to forget me when i told her to..why?Isn't it enough for me to suffer when i gave you my heart?I've never gotten mad at her,only at myself for not being able to make her life happier all these whiles.I thought i was gentle towards her,carefully saying the right words.But in the end,all i could do was tear myself away from her,and though i know she's hurt right now,does she think of the pain she inflicted upon me all these times?Does she know that i cried when she said those hurtful words?

It's okay now,i know she'll find a better guy who will care for her much more than i did.And if she could forget me within these two weeks,then there's nothing left to cry about and be happy for.My heart would bleed all the love i have given her.And all these days i've cherished her for every moment i saw her smiling face,and her voice whispering in my mind,it will be just another story in my life.

I will never break my promise to you,and once that promise has been fulfilled,you won't see a smile on my face ever again.

It's difficult.I know.Don't look back at the past,keep moving forward even if it hurts.

The day when your gaze will meet mine again,will be the day i have become a better person.Forget me.